ain't that easy

can't let u go
isn't that easy
it took me too long to get u
and now, u really think i will let u...

no, u won't go, not yet,
not today, maybe not even tomorrow
u are staying for good
to keep me alive
to help me keep my dreams tonight

can't let u go
'cause u are all what i know
and freedom means nothing
when my integrity could be caged

can't let u go
can't believe in freedom now
you made me fly once
and now u can't just walk away and say good-bye
u really need to think this twice...

in denial

i hate u
'cause i don't know how to love u
is so hard to be around u
and keep breathing, and keep walking
and keep smiling,
and keep pretending that my feelings are my allies

i hate u
'cause i don't know how to live with u
is so hard not to miss u
and keep thinking, and keep talking
and keep my heart from aching
and keep pretending that i'm not shaking,
that my words make perfect sense
and that my brain is not yet my worst enemy

i hate u
'cause i ignore what it takes to love u
and i hate u and i don't seem to be able to stop it
and i don't know if is wort the sacrifice
and i got these million questions
and all these random answers
and it's driving me crazy

i'm aching, i'm melting
and in the meantime the time flies by
and i have no clue of what i'm gonna do
with my life, with my desires, with all these moons.

Lost

I'm lost and it's sad
because the path I can't find
is the one I erased before

and I still lost
and inside hopeless
no remedy will cure me
nothing will fix me

and I'm lost
and left in the dark
without any light
and then I think... maybe I do like the night...

but each time gets darker
and I'm afraid that I won't ever be able
to find again myself
I'm starting to forget
how I look like
and doubting about what I feel
outside and even inside...